Grrrrr, I suffer from autophobia (look it up) it’s not an ongoing thing but seems to come in waves, and guess what?? It happened again last night and as a result because i was home COMPLETELY alone I started with the insomnia too!!

I am now a firm believer that insomnia is the worst thing in the world to suffer from…you want to know how to upset you enemies keep them awake for hours and slow time down so that every second feels like a minute, minute like an hour etc. You get the picture.

HOWEVER on the flip side it did do wonders for my vocabulary! I started a book at 23:30 last night (Peter Staub, In The Dark Room for anyone thats interested) and finished it at 03:30 this morning, as a result i now know what Palindromic means!!

Back to work Wednesday so still 2 days to try and fill with pointless time wasting activities to keep the boredom at bay…..

….what to do????

Congratulations to the lovely couple who got engaged this weekend shall not mention names cause if you know them then you’ll know who i’m talking about…its nice to have someone restore your faith in relationships…..SEE EVERYONE IT DOES WORK FOR SOME PEOPLE!!!!

Just got back from Wales after pretty mashed up weekend….

Fri night went out was having a great night untill I found out that someone I went to school with killed themselves not so long ago, mentioning no names out of respect god bless there souls but needless ot say we came home shortly after that.

I was invited to the Jazz festival in Wales and I decided to go to cheer myself up but when we got down there it was wet, dirty and so full we couldn’t get in to the tents so spent Sat night in the middle of a muddy field. Just got back and now because I did go my best friend decides i shouldn’t have gone down there with who I did and presuming the reaction I got she dont want to be my friend anymore.

I feel like i’m on a school playground.You cant be friends with them because you were my friend first JESUS….I’m sorry but since when do others have the right to choose who your friends should be? Surely a weekend away with friends is a whole better option than sitting home alone feeling sorry for myself!!??!

13 minutes it took for the Foo Fighters to sell out, 13 minutes!!! I’m gutted I was online at half eight waiting not so paitently i got through and had reserved 2 only to find out that it dont accept electron GRRRR …it took 10 mins to find a site that would accept then if by christ they’d sold out …13 fucking mins to sell out…i’m GUTTED!!!

AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THE BASTARDS WHO HAVE GOT TICKETS ARE ALREADY SELLING THEM ON EBAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW the whole week off work and how much fun its been so far…

Monday: Revolution in Wolverhampton followed by the Walkabout with a group of people I only met that night some real nice ppl from Nottingham and London and one or two from wolves who i’d just never run into before.

Tuesday:Royal London was in there from 6 till closing saw SO many people ended up walking to the Walkabout to find a ridiculous queue of people waiting to get in so we basically went FORGET THAT and went for curry instead!
Wednesday: I slept most the day away, to be fair I needed it!! then spent all evening catching up with a friend i haven’t spoke to in 2 years…which was nice!

Today: I had my hair cut it’s funky and spikey and all messed up…photos will follow (when my camera is fixed).

Tonight I’m going to the Wharf10 in Walsall and plan to put my new hair to the test with some funky hair clay and loads of gel spray!!

TOMORROW!!! I’M GONNA BUY MY FOO FIGHTER TICKETS OH YES I AM!!!!!!!
Doing other stuff as well but it just doesn’t compare to this!!!

Doing nothing on a Sunday is just fine as long as you have someone to do it with……..thats what I think anyway.

Doing housework is a bad way to spend Sundays it seems like such a waste of a day off work!

But dancing round the house while brandishing a vacumn cleaner and a duster and not actually cleaning anything is that considered housework is that just a good way of wasting time??

Hmm I’m going to the pub.

Ok so I’m in a better state of mind than yesterday, but still miserable and I have too much to do, Piles of housework and gardening and stuff (although the garden is nearly done), suppose I better get back to it as I have nowhere better to be!

My head hurts and I feel sick wish I could get a decent nights sleep maybe I’d feel better then…..