Why is telling somebody how you really feel have to be so damn hard???

I seem to spend my entire time biting my lip to keep the peace and make life easier for everyone around me while making myself feel like shit, and ultimately winding myself up over something that should not and does not need to be a big issue…

…And even better, WHEN I do finally feel the need to say something I end up really upsetting the person I’m talking to because “its out of character” for me to complain about “the something” that’s been bothering me!!

Everyone seems to forget that I’m human too, and just because I haven’t vocalised the issue it most probably means… I’M JUST NOT TELLING YOU HOW I REALLY FEEL!!!

JUST BECAUSE I’M QUITE LAID BACK AND RELATIVELY EASY GOING MOST THE TIME DOES NOT MEAN I DON’T CARE AND DOES NOT MEAN THINGS DON’T BOTHER ME IT USUALLY MEANS I’M CONSIDERING YOUR FEELINGS FIRST AT THE EXPENSE OF MYSELF SO HAVE SOME FUCKING CONSIDERATION!!!