I’m in a foul FOUL mood and I think I may throw something to stop me from self combusting!!!

I’ve been up since STUPID o’clock this morning then I’ve been at work since SIX to a whole load of SHIT I’ve only just got in (15:00ish) and I’m hating life in general. I really feel like I’m about to burst into tears/throw something/scream/shout/stamp my feet/etc I’m so tense and tired and I just dont know what to do with myself!!

Why do PEOPLE have to ruin everything, people spoil all my good moods all my fun!! AND FUCKING MEN ARE THE WORST, Male managers thinking they’re better than you and are nothing but a tea girl!!! That and other men, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE….making me out to be the bad one because I was, oh my god dare I say it, HONEST, with you!!! (Yes I’ve read your blog very clever ha ha make me feel like shit for telling the truth!!)

FUCKING HELL!!!!!

Silly boys, Silly work, SILLY SILLY Christmas, Silly gigs that I missed (Foo Fighters last night see previous posts I’m not going threre again!) silly managers, silly computers, silly phones, silly family, silly days silly nights, silly non-existent friends, silly shopping, silly insomnia, silly godamn mother fucking autophobia, SILLY FUCKING ME!!!!!