It’s just past the middle of the week and I have nothing to say….

Monday – Did nothing.
Tuesday – Took son to football training then did nothing.
Wednesday – Picked son up from friends on the way home from work then did nothing.
Thursday – Nothing planned.

I have the horrible feeling that life is just passing me by, since I split with my ex and fell out with my best friend all within a week of each other I feel well…out on a limb, It feels like that first day in school where everyone seems to know everyone else and exactly where they’re supposed to be and there I am wondering around with no one to ask for help cause there is no one there to talk to….I miss having someone to call just because and to say “Hi” occasionally, regardless that I have nothing of interest to say. I miss just sitting with someone or knowing the next time I’m going to get an adult conversation, As it is I seem to wake up day after day and if i dont make any plans I wont be doing anything cause I know no one will call me to make plans to do something.

Hmmm..I’m going to go before this turns into a real sob story!